ugly me...

my final speech...

2005-08-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

i have decided to close down my blog... until we meet again...

i m as good as nothing...

2005-07-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

todae suppose to b a happy occasion but however.. on the eve of todae.. everything had already turned sour... results came out so bad... i dunno where am i to put all my sorrows to.. some papers i studied hard fr it.. but it came out as bad as those tat i vaguely studied.. it sux.. i juz wonder.. no matter how hard i strive... nothing ever turns out to show how hard i work...
WHY??? i hate it... everyone shows result when they work hard.. not me... I M as good as nothing.. onli a piece of TRASH!!!

e week is finally over....

2005-07-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

had mother tongue Os listening todae.. it was well quite ok.. not sure whether i gt it or not.. hopefully todae cn help me pass my overall chinese.. i dun wanna re- take.. *shivers.. theres also pure geog paper 1 todae.. haha.. er... i almost fell asleep.. watever it is.. hope i did at least show some teeny weeny improvement.. i dun wan meet parents session again.. *scared*... i had enuff of naggin n groundin.. wondring when will i succeed in my studies.. haha.. so far.. eh... none?? haha..
haixX.. will e Os juz b faster over and done with..?? muggin will never stop unless these are over.. crapx.. books are piling up in my room.. n they SUX.. i mean it.. finalli can rest fr tonight n the following two days.. hope tomorrow can go out...
tomorrow * will b sloggin whole dae for e NDP till sunday morning.. hope * takes care n b careful on the roads.. GOD BLESS *..!
oh yahx.. i hate e old hags at home.. careless tat they r my whosoever in name.. but they r liars.. talkin behind my back when i m not around.. bullSHIT! it seems it doesnt matter whether i live or die... watever.. anywae.. aft all my studies.. i m outta this JUNK HOLE...!!! i will never let them hurt n destroy wat tats mine.. n i mean it! they hav done tat to my life in e past n i will NEVER n i mean NEVER let them destroy wat tat is mine anymore..! wat they did cos serious hurt n tears to my life fr months tat till these day i shall never frget.. NEVER EVER!!!

nice song..

2005-07-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

nice song by corinne may..

If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you.

If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never tryI guess
I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the streetwith a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.

Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.

XwRETCHEdX

2005-07-04T11:19:00.000+08:00

had i made a wrong move?do i really wan this? i hate MASELF....!!!!

shattered dreams....

2005-07-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

i m starting to feel so shattered in my dreams... yesterday.. mdm zurina said a quote frm somewhere abt dreams.. i cried to it... it was lik the ans to my prayer.. but it will never come true fr me.. on wed nite.. the onli person in the family tat supported me in my dream of bein someone in the culinary world told me abt tat sch's onli open house.. i planned all my life to wait fr this day.. but tat lil way to ever get my dreams goin is alrdy a failure..peeps hindered me frm goin... tok abt stepping frward.. everyone thinks tat women never get to anywhere in the culinary world.. why? wat are men? men are jus the cheapest human in the world? they can get married n still sleep around with tens of women.. and y do we as females always get the bad side of life? haixx... e world...
sometimes i wonder.. are families blind peeps in life... it not onli happen to me but peeps around me.. u can study so much and so late but as long as u dun show results they assume n pressume tat u are not studyin.. and they say u are playin and stuff.. n one thing tat i learnt frm all these years of all their so called advice to them... they can sae till the whole world fall.. but if it realli isnt factual n if they realli so look down on you.. juz brush off n prove it... cos we are the ones tat owe to our lives n not theirs.. we live to our lives n money n future.. if theres a will there will b a way.. trust in youself.. no one can mould ur own future.. onli u n tat other half hu loves u... n spend e rest of ur life with you...

sch re- open lerx...

2005-06-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. is another hurdle to go lerx.. sch re open lerx... hmmm.. but tat also means less time fr me bebe.. =( sad sad.. but i hope will still b able to see him on his off days bahx... =)
tink all e sec 4s including me mus b sighing at e re open of sch.. cos tat will mean endless work n work.. hahax... so.. wat do we sec 4s do on this very day? b4 tat run again?
everyone.. add oil ler worx!!! jia you!! everything will b over so fast.... =)

but.. back to my tokin crap in e blog again...
juz a question to post..
hmmm.. why do guys esp. always turn back to the past tat once exist to them but no longer is now??? it seems lik they always does things without considering e consequences... n the thought tat wat they do can hurt peep arund them... not sayin tat we women dun.. but its mostly guys i guess...

its been a long time....

2005-06-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

i m finally bck.. its been so long n many things just happen....

recently there is a parents meeting session for those who scored poorly for e common test.. of cos i m one of them.. hai.. my parents were superbly disappoitned with my results and of cos nag.. n lik being the same old me, i cried... n i would sae goin to him was the best wae i can cry to and to yell at... i mean.. he was my shoulder... i knew i did badly but he encouraged me.. however.. this chance was never here again.. esp aft my parents decided to confiscate my handphone from me.. i cried not onli cos they nag n said me but also the lose contact between me n him... it was lik the onli shoulder u can lean on has disappeared.. it sux.. he knew i cried.. on our so called last call last nite, he reassured me the promise that everythings gonna be fine.. i m glad.. but i scared.. history repeats itself.. i remembered tat year when everything was ended by force.. it sux.. it really does.. i hate it... haix.. i dunno.. but i will and i mean it.. cos i promised him n myself n y teacher that i will study hard.. i wanna score well..

they always think tat i dun understand n i never grew.. but they did not know tat actually i see the world more obvious than they do.. no doubt tht they were 'irritaing' but they are my parents.. theres nothing i ca d.. mayb till i reach 21.. and tats still a long way...

feelin blue...

2005-03-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

argh... i wanna kill my throat... i hav been coughin non stop since dunno when.. tomorrow go see doctor.. today is the day where jesus sacrifice on the cross for us.. actually wanted to go to the church to make a short prayer but the church was closed.. before tat went to cut my hair..

todae early in the morning went to pay respect to my grandparents' graves at mount vernon n choa chu kang cemetry.. so mny pple there.. n this tupid fella pointed middle finger early in the morning when he tried to snatch my daddy's parkin lot.. n is he blind or something.. my dad already signalled fr 2 mins to wait fr the car to leave n this bloody guy drove up to the side n signalled.. n when my dad horned him to tell him he pointed middle finger.. k nvm..
hmmm.. lunch went to raffles this teppanyaki restaurant.. woo~ so posh.. very interestin restaurant... hmm.. the master chief knew my aunt so he cooked the food fr us together wit his asst. so kool... n the food was.. fabulous.. esp. the first dish.. the beef soup... e master chief double boiled fr 10 over hours n the flavour was so strong n good.. i never tasted great soup this is one.. he is gonna b the 2nd chief tat i m goin to admire after jamie oliver..

message to god:
thk u fr ur sacrifice a thousand years ago.. thank you fr all ur blessings n all ur care.. n now.. i onli hope tht u will continue to bless n take care this family n tat lord.. u will always be in my heart.. =)

noisy night...

2005-03-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

finally ish good fridae!!! after a lng wait.. i m so tired.. whole week was incredibly busy.. and i mean very.. everydae so busy.. i dun even haf the tym to sleep.. tonite came home.. found out my aunt n cousin all comin to my house fr dinner.. tomorrow goin to pray my grandparents grave.. then latr lunch apptment at swissotel... tonite my mama cook her speciality.. yumyum... thai beef noodles.. feel lucky to haf a thai mum.. cos of her.. i m addicted to chilli.. n i m eating more chilli than she does.. hahax... she always scold me fr eatin so much chilli.. but i heck.. i really love it alot.. the hotter the better.. my aim ish to eat raw chilli padi wif onli plain rice one dae.. hahax.. (wonder when.. =P)
a funny thing happened this week.. durin chem lesson this week.. jaswant singh sit in our chem lesson.. n fr the first tym.. yeo did a powerpoint slide fr lesson.. wah.. so proud~ dotx... n she suddenly revise wit us.. when normally she sae u dun listen ish ur business.. then she smile so fakely.. duhx.. stop actin.. everyone noes u r not tat gd.. onli fr todae.. she let us off so early aftr chem revision lesson aftr sch.. hahax.. but she ke lian us wat.. we continuously test n test.. n all i did pretty badly i predict.. its lik the physics paper was beyond my tiny knowledge.. even the brainy one dun noe how to do.. then wht about those brainiestless one.. like me? haiz.. tats all fr de sad stuff...
i only got one thing to sae.. GIVE US ALL A BREAK!!!! WE R ALL TIRED!!! N EVERYONES GETTING PANDA EYE!!!
all thx to the new management n tat MOE... wht new education system.. haiyo.. crazy.. juz makin more students go in MOH onli... crapx... oh yahx.. thx angel fr ya card!!! =) hehex..

juz another normal dayeeee...

2005-03-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

was viewin all my frens photo frm friendster... all of them used to be fabulous lookin but aftr years.. its incredibly fabulous.. hahax..everyone changed.. i tink except me bahx.. hahax.. still tat ugly fat ass.. watever it is.. humans do change.. n e fact tat women lives longer than men really triggers my thought... its lik y? i thot humans have equal rites.. be it male or female.. wateva it is.. women still rule the world.. hahax..
i remembered readin this book about hw women in other countries of asia are sufferin.. its ridiculous knowin the fact tat women are bein physically abused by their husband.. or so called husband.. or even worse.. parents cos of money, made their daughter who is barely a teenager to marry off an old hack.. put in in another wae.. some pervertic old man hu is 80 plus n may anytime die of heatattack if meet wit any excitment.. hahax.. but its true.. n the issue abt virgin women wrkin in these factories to wait to get married to other countries.. duhx.. it so lik sellin a women.. whts the diff wit these virgin women n prostitutes... juz tat they are 'cleaner' than the prostitutes..
if onli the world can create an organisation to help these women of asia juz lik the setting up of the world children organization.. help all these women out.. esp. women hu are ill treated by their husbands.. i realli pity them.. i feel lucky to b in here.. now at least.. no one knows wat might happen in the future.. n some men are really.. insatiably idotic.. cant stand them.. haix.. wat has the wrld come to???
oh yahx todae read a newspaper article frm straitstime by karl ho.. seriously aftr readin the article.. ermx.. i strat to pity men.. by onli by a LITTLE... it toks abt him bein an uncle n he is tryin to be nice to his niece n his sister in law tinks he is up to no good.. hahax.. duhx.. todae is the 21st century n pls lahx.. no one is goin to rape ur daughter... but then again on the other hand i dun blame her fr being over concious.. cos nowadays so wat if its onli niece.. own daughters get rape by their father too wat.. but i find it... ermx... very disheartenin fr uncles who really want to treat their nieces well... haix.. then again.. wat has the world come to??? hahax..

totally stressed up!!!!

2005-03-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

argh!!!! lord.. tell me wat to do.. everyone seems to be steppin over my head.. its juz not the wae it should go should it? i hate it!!
fr the past few daes i aint havin gd times, u noe it.. n nw.. fr watever things tat goes wrng in the house or something.. i m to be blamed at.. be it my fault or not.. its juz so... * up..
lord.. i learnt my lesson.. mayb this is a punishment fr me at this point of my life.. i accept.. its juz very stressed up.. i hav made mny unforgivable sins n i noe i wun be able to pay bck by this lifetime.. n probably the next.. but lord i really hope tat as a child of urs.. u frgive me fr watever i do n let me b ur child.. i wanna belong to u n ur wrld.. i wanna continue to be under ur blessings n under ur control.. lord.. please... send ur angels to be beside me n guide me..
i juz need them alot.. n i need them desperately.. i have been walkin all the wrng waes in all my life.. n i juz nd to get it rite.. now at least... i wan to do well in life.. i realli wan to... lord.. did u hear my callings frm within heaven? lord.. pls answer to my prayers.. please....

nobody noes how weak i am better than you
nobodysees thru all of my needs better than you
and nobody has the power to change me to wat i was born to be
jesus, be strong in my weaknesses, empower me

empower me, like a rushin river flowin to the sea
lord send ur holy spirit flowin out thru me,
till i m living as ur child victorious and free
send the power of your love empower me

nobody's eyes see thru my soul better than you
nobody's love can make me whole better no love but urs
and nobody has the power to lift me to reach for eternity
jesus break thru all my defences, empower me

To our beloved Lucky in heaven:
fr all these years in our family, u brought joy n laughter to our life..
hope tat now u are wit the lord.. may u continue to bless the family..
esp. wyn jie n per jie.. they miss u dearly.. may u come bck to our family n
continue to bring joy to us in ur next life.. the family misses u lots n u wil always be
remembered in our minds.. god bless... =)

meaningless dae..

2005-03-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

went for tuition todae.. finally noe how to solve some A maths question.. after tat went home.. read three days newspaper.. hahax.. everydae so busy until no time to read...
after tat went out wif my aunt to westin hotel.. ate lunch at prego.. tink e spagetti quality no good lerx.. but e pizza was good... hehex.. =) oh yahx.. then had yummy tiramisu!!! my favourite.. =)
went to royal sporting house todae.. so dissapointed.. cant find e puma bag tat i haf been searchin fr.. so lng lerx.. =( hmmm... then went esprit.. saw so mny nice clothings but frgt it.. i m too ugly to be in it.. BUT.. she bought it.. they sae looks nice on her.. fine.. she win again...
theres nth to suit me.. cos i dun haf a 'good' figure like her.. duhx.. when i sae i wan look fr stuff.. they remind me i m not suppose to get things n when she wans it.. they juz grab n pay.. wat e hell... haix.. nvm.. i will buy fr myself when i go out to work.. perhaps something even better..
like i haf said to move out by e age of 30.. i dun wanna be under control.. n i hate it.. dun ever control me..
hmmm.. theres so mny things goin thru my mind.. every min every second of a day.. er.. i tink 365 daes to b exact.. its juz so wordless to describe how i feel.. though some seems so to be fairytale.. but wht to do? every human has e fairytale tinkin side of them.. like those ah peks n taitais tinkin of winning millions of dollars frm lottery.. isnt it fairytale also? hahax.. sry to those tat are still dreamin of winning millions frm lottery.. but come on lahx.. theres thousands of pep buyin lottery n u r juz lik an ikan billis in this sea.. yoohoo! wake up n stp dreamin!!! n wat stupid government open casino.. crazy arhx.. wan more family jumpin to their deaths issit? pls lahx.. singapores birth rate ish alrdy so low n still wanna make pple jump down.. b4 singapore become extinct.. better stp wat u all r doin..

oops.. i tink i m out of point.. hahax.. watever it ish.. i m juz bein honest n ish hw i feel abt the wrld of gambling.. it juz sux.. sry if it offends anyone.. dun throw cans, bottles, eggs n glass bottles at me =x

after a lng time...

2005-03-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

first of all.. thx to e angel tat hav always commenting to my blog..

todae ish e so called last dae of da week but wats e diff.. still hafta go skool fr e whole of next week.. sianx.. haiyo.. thn ystrdae gotta parents meetin session.. haix.. nth i can sae.. ish always e same history.. no matter i did or did not improve.. i m always nt complimented.. nw.. she proves tat she ish clever than me to them.. yah rite.. i m e stupidest in da family.. wat cn i sae... they r happy fr her n everything.. accept me... GIVE ME A BREAK!!! i m in sec 4 not in pri 4.. stop being my control freak!!! fr 15 over yrs of my life i haf never rebel n i m under your bloody hell control... i nd my own life... i nd my own freedom.. when will tat ever come fr me??? lord... tell me... since when haf i stp carin fr my family... y mus i always hafta image of a bad n rebellious gal at home? juz cos i do things ahead than them doesnt mean i m a bad n rebellious gal... if this ish wat u call rebellious, than wat bout others???

abt him...
seeing him ish lik seeing a useless shadow.. he always mouth his gals name.. n i can onli listen n crack inside... i cn onli wait n see.. come wht may e future ish lik.. i will confess to him.. i will.. somedae... when i become brave... = ) take care...

happy stuff...
yeo call e class to b honest bout hw we feel bout her.. so i wrote out n b real honest about her.. ahahax.. =P ish my first time been real damn honest.. hahax... but hu cares.. she sux!!! dun u all agree? kekex.. :X

SEXY mondae.. =X

2005-03-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. y sexy mondae? i oso dunno.. now crazy bout latino n spanish songs.. feel them so hot n sexy.. esp.. spanish n latina dancers.. all their vava voom figure dancin to the beat.. admire them man.. love their music alot.. ish like their beat of music realli keeps u goin.. n make u feel like shakin n dancing.. must try listening to it if u haven..
hmmm.. later gonna go CP do project.. so sianx.. damn slpy.. wonder how it will turn out to be...
miss all my long lost online frends.. msn startin to become very sianx lerx.. nobdy to tok to derx.. or is it i dun have tat much fren bahx.. i m a loner.. hahax.. =X
kinda happy.. finally understand my E maths.. aftr two whole periods of it..
haiyo.. todae take bus to sch myself.. tink tomorrow also must cos daddy's cab spoil.. in e garage.. still mus early wake up.. sianx = (
sianx.. wata boring dae..

long n booooring... lifeless nite...

2005-03-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

so sianxxx!!!!!!!! argh.. wata boring dae.. mornin went blood test then to tuition.. came back.. watch tv fr bloody four plus hours.. then tired went to nap.. woke up cook dinner.. then bath.. then later slagged.. eat dinner.. slagged again then... did a bit of my sch homework.. haix ...
still coughin badly.. damnit my gum haven heal... cant eat chilli n other stuff... so pain~

hmmm...
start to think of him again.. haix..
why why tell me why... angels.. tell me why am i thinkin of him?
angels.. key into my brain tat he got a gal... a cute n beautiful gal.. someone tat is beyond description.. hu am i to compare.. i m juz an ugly gal...
but i m mad abt him..
love his smile.. love his actions.. love everything of him...
if onli theres a day.. juz one dae.. me n him could be close..
i tink tat would b e happiest dae of my life.. but its juz all dreams..
it will never happen.. never ever.. = (

happy WOOOOO......

2005-03-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

ahahaxxx.... things finally improved wit him.. at least we did communicate... =P *tweet tweet* hahax.. soooooo damnit happy... lalala~
k lahx.. hmmm.. todae went to suntec e career exhibition.. ermx.. when i enter, suddenly feel so motivated by all e universities all over e world.. ahahax.. then i saw my fav sch.. shatec.. e sch fees.. wow.. 15 thousand plus... where got the money to go and study??? haiyo..
hahax.. tomorrow goin blood test lerx.. then todae aunt still bring me go eat spageddies at tanglin mall.. hahax.. eat till so full.. e tiramisu lik not nice lerx.. prego at westin is still e best..
gotta go oror lerx.. hope theres glimps of hope bahx.. =)

what a day of HIGHS n LOWS...

2005-03-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! NP is so sucky... wat a horrible sch wit horrible students... ahahax.. =X haix... wasnt quite happy todae durin PE.. i dint get to play n all cause of * i got no number n there goes my fav softball game.. fine.. i lose..haix.. was realli mad lorx.. but wats e point rite? its alrdy over n next wk the game.. haix..

hahax... todae saw a reprt on john jonnson in e newpaper..wanna noe wht u call a real hunk? go check him out cos hes definately DA ONE!!! hahax.. okok.. stp stp..
kana fever, cough n flu.. all from my beloved family.. hahax.. but at least i m sick now.. (FINALLY!!!)

abt him..
hmmm.. jus let time tell bahx.. seeing him getting further away.. i got nth to sae.. onli hopin fr miracles to happen.. is this love or crush???

tell me wht to do???? i m crossed...

2005-02-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

todae wnt to e clinic to do a check up.. though e doc sae i may not hav high blood pressure but theres still a great chance of herediatin e illnesses frm my dad.. i nd to go fr blood test dis sat.. haix..
went to CP wit my parents todae.. i saw him... but i tink he went there to meet his gal..
when he walked past me.. it felt lik i was a piece of glass.. so invisible... it always had been... he never will look at me.. why must he? i m jus a ugly useless bimbo... remember?

angels... tell me if i m a fool to fall fr him.. he is in love.. with other gal.. tat lucky gal...
dreams in me shatter frm time n time again.. n pple onli walk out of me if i tell them e real me..
mus i always hide frm my trueself then will pple not shatter my dreams? be it studies.. life n love... it always fail to come true...

i hate numerals! i hate words! i hate facts! i hate formulaes! i hate results! i hate tests! i hate examinations! i hate theory! i hate practicals!

when will it be de day tat i will be free.. free frm control.. free from studies.. free frm books.. free frm my ugly self...free frm everything tat hinders my dreams...

lord.. do u hear my cries in e heaven? askin fr ur help!!! i m tired of all these games in life... i m scared of my future.. i m blinded by jealousy.. i m filled wit unrealistic world... lord.. call ur angels n saviours to help me out frm all this.. i jus wan to be ur child.. a normal gal in de real world... lord.. free me will you?

sooo long no write....

2005-02-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

so long no write blog lerx.. haiyo... so busy everydae.. its sch tution n work..
many things happen.. too much to sae..

todae.. fren was crossed over realationship prob.. i got saed by someone a useless, ugly bimbo.. hmmm.. maybe i realli am bahx.. i dunno..
suddenly miss him... but lookin at his picture, i can onli cry at it..
he gotta gal.. he ish cute.. y wuld he wanna look at an ugly gal lik me..
fr 16 yrs of my life i have been waitin fr 16 yrs of my life i have been dreading.. i m still an ugly useless bimbo..
if onli i can reborn.. i wanna b god's disciple.. then i wuld b free.. n be god's good child.. i read a book recently tokin abt angels tat god sent being arund us evry second of our life.. n i believe in it.. be it good or bad.. god is sending angels to us..
i wanna live a free life.. tat no one control.. i wanna fulfil my dreams.. i wan to find de real me..i wanna find e him of my life.. i wan god's well wishes.. i wan god's blessing..

e so called st. valentines dae...

2005-02-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

todae ish a dae where young couples celebrate their 'anniversary' n married couples re- take their love vows.. n it ish oso a dae where singles drool at their fren's bouquet of roses n awe at their fren's romantic nite wit their other half... yearning fr tat day of theirs would come..walk out of the streets n couples everywhere.. todae ish oso a dae fr hallmark sales to shoot up.. hahaxX.. but ish true.. dun u agree?

fr me... i belong to e one tat awe at all e gals tat receive gifts n bouquets frm their loved ones.. lst nite juz b4 i slept.. theres this couple at e playgrund below my house celebratin st. valentines dae.. wat i saw was this huge lit heart shape candles.. aweee.. so sweet.. i really salute to those guys tat use e time n heart to tink of romantic plans.. i mean hw mny in guys e wrld would do such thing?
hmmm.. my feelings arhx? disappointed n sad.. hahaxXxx.. but fr e last 15+++ years its always been likdat so wats e diff.. every year never stp drooling at couples sweetness..so.. wat fr boo-hoo nw? hey.. though it sounds kinda pervert to use drool but its true wat.. dun u do tat?

however.. behind all these sweet things, i never frgt my tests todae.. hmmm.. the e maths paper was fine.. but e phy paper.. hahaxXxx.. nvm..
and i broke a record.. hahax.. er.. abt e record.. *silence*

words fr todae...

dare to dream... dreaM TO LIVE.. for watever e futuRe may hold... dare urselF n face up 2 challenges in life... for u never noe wat e ouTcome maybe.. =) cheers people out there..

wat a dae...

2005-02-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

here i m writing ma blog again.. hmmm.. todae i ate 4 mandarine oranges.. hahax.. sekali 2morrow nose bleed..
todae morning wake up go fr tution fr 3 lng hours.. so cold... 2morrow oso 3 hrs of tuition... haix.. soooo sianx... everydae study de... =(
oh yahx.. todae tok to AJ.. almst quarrel til vari jialat.. its all ma fault.. blame me fr tat big mouth of mine..

yay!!! online lerx....finally!!! after my countless nites of waitin.. hehex.. miss him so much..

wata boOOOring nite.... [thinkin of ya...]

2005-02-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

todae so mani people neva go sch n e weather was damn HOT.. afta sch went 4 choir.. soooo tired.. stand n stand.. sing n sing.. my back is achin now.. =(

hmmm.. kinda mish him.. ystrdae bu xiao xing hang up on him on msn.. realli vari soorie.. hope dar dun angry wit me worxX.. when will i b able 2 tok 2 him again??? [thinkin of u... ='( ]

ahahaxx.. my fren juz reminded mi of valentines' dae approachin.. so lonely..n dar sooo late then finish sch... furthermore nd to study n a whole load of tests comin up.. haix.. sec 4 life juz sux..
so stress up.. wonder will i still b alive by end of e year.. ahahax.. =P

FINALLI gotta blog!!!!

2005-02-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

it ish new year n i m nw creatin a blog fr maself.. sianxXXX.. wata borin new year dis year.. watched finished e vcd.. 'shall we dance'.. nice siaXxxX.. hmmm.. kinda wanna learn dancin.. hahaxXXxx.. hope ma blog will turn out nice worxXxx..

ystrdae watch teebie.. e fortune teller sae dis yr snakes all good year ahead.. wooHoo.. i hope O levels can hao hao worxXxx...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! =)