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Saturday, August 20, 2005
Saturday, August 20, 2005

i have decided to close down my blog... until we meet again...

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Tuesday, July 19, 2005

todae suppose to b a happy occasion but however.. on the eve of todae.. everything had already turned sour... results came out so bad... i dunno where am i to put all my sorrows to.. some papers i studied hard fr it.. but it came out as bad as those tat i vaguely studied.. it sux.. i juz wonder.. no matter how hard i strive... nothing ever turns out to show how hard i work...
WHY??? i hate it... everyone shows result when they work hard.. not me... I M as good as nothing.. onli a piece of TRASH!!!

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Friday, July 15, 2005
Friday, July 15, 2005

had mother tongue Os listening todae.. it was well quite ok.. not sure whether i gt it or not.. hopefully todae cn help me pass my overall chinese.. i dun wanna re- take.. *shivers.. theres also pure geog paper 1 todae.. haha.. er... i almost fell asleep.. watever it is.. hope i did at least show some teeny weeny improvement.. i dun wan meet parents session again.. *scared*... i had enuff of naggin n groundin.. wondring when will i succeed in my studies.. haha.. so far.. eh... none?? haha..
haixX.. will e Os juz b faster over and done with..?? muggin will never stop unless these are over.. crapx.. books are piling up in my room.. n they SUX.. i mean it.. finalli can rest fr tonight n the following two days.. hope tomorrow can go out...
tomorrow * will b sloggin whole dae for e NDP till sunday morning.. hope * takes care n b careful on the roads.. GOD BLESS *..!
oh yahx.. i hate e old hags at home.. careless tat they r my whosoever in name.. but they r liars.. talkin behind my back when i m not around.. bullSHIT! it seems it doesnt matter whether i live or die... watever.. anywae.. aft all my studies.. i m outta this JUNK HOLE...!!! i will never let them hurt n destroy wat tats mine.. n i mean it! they hav done tat to my life in e past n i will NEVER n i mean NEVER let them destroy wat tat is mine anymore..! wat they did cos serious hurt n tears to my life fr months tat till these day i shall never frget.. NEVER EVER!!!

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Wednesday, July 13, 2005

nice song by corinne may..

If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you.

If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never tryI guess
I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the streetwith a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.

Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.

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Monday, July 04, 2005
Monday, July 04, 2005

had i made a wrong move?do i really wan this? i hate MASELF....!!!!

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Saturday, July 02, 2005
Saturday, July 02, 2005

i m starting to feel so shattered in my dreams... yesterday.. mdm zurina said a quote frm somewhere abt dreams.. i cried to it... it was lik the ans to my prayer.. but it will never come true fr me.. on wed nite.. the onli person in the family tat supported me in my dream of bein someone in the culinary world told me abt tat sch's onli open house.. i planned all my life to wait fr this day.. but tat lil way to ever get my dreams goin is alrdy a failure..peeps hindered me frm goin... tok abt stepping frward.. everyone thinks tat women never get to anywhere in the culinary world.. why? wat are men? men are jus the cheapest human in the world? they can get married n still sleep around with tens of women.. and y do we as females always get the bad side of life? haixx... e world...
sometimes i wonder.. are families blind peeps in life... it not onli happen to me but peeps around me.. u can study so much and so late but as long as u dun show results they assume n pressume tat u are not studyin.. and they say u are playin and stuff.. n one thing tat i learnt frm all these years of all their so called advice to them... they can sae till the whole world fall.. but if it realli isnt factual n if they realli so look down on you.. juz brush off n prove it... cos we are the ones tat owe to our lives n not theirs.. we live to our lives n money n future.. if theres a will there will b a way.. trust in youself.. no one can mould ur own future.. onli u n tat other half hu loves u... n spend e rest of ur life with you...

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Sunday, June 26, 2005
Sunday, June 26, 2005

woohoo.. is another hurdle to go lerx.. sch re open lerx... hmmm.. but tat also means less time fr me bebe.. =( sad sad.. but i hope will still b able to see him on his off days bahx... =)
tink all e sec 4s including me mus b sighing at e re open of sch.. cos tat will mean endless work n work.. hahax... so.. wat do we sec 4s do on this very day? b4 tat run again?
everyone.. add oil ler worx!!! jia you!! everything will b over so fast.... =)

but.. back to my tokin crap in e blog again...
juz a question to post..
hmmm.. why do guys esp. always turn back to the past tat once exist to them but no longer is now??? it seems lik they always does things without considering e consequences... n the thought tat wat they do can hurt peep arund them... not sayin tat we women dun.. but its mostly guys i guess...

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